untimely bleh.

[wh0a_cassie]

i feel as though im tumbling down. its as though my stress was a snowball that just grew and grew as i continued to go down. causes for it? not so sure. what i do know is that everything lately has either been pissing me off or just bringing me down. mind you, i do have a few things that keep me grounded (in a way), a few things that do make me

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Quite long, my apologies.

[michee_rambles]

To be honest, I understand how you feel

[runcomrade]

based on what michelle wrote, what you wrote and how i feel, i think it's a rule that we are all supposed to feel like crap about ourselves after being in internship.

i don't do anything all day except try to come up with some clever copy and then when i finally worked up the courage to show my concepts to my boss he gently, but firmly, said NO to them all. so then i got to spend another whole day trying to think of more stuff.

i spend all my time looking busy and doing nothing. i don't think i will grow up to be a designer after all. i'd rather fly away to another continent.

what's the schulich pull quote?

[wh0a_cassie]

i got this rgd sheet about internship in first year and it said that during/after your internship, you may realize that you dont want to be a designer afterall. i guess thats you =\

the schulich pull quote was just an exercise we did for editorial class. theyre having a conference coming up and they had a bunch of quotes. our exercise was to create a 'pull quote' poster with one of the quotes. from an exercise it turned into a contest. i was fortunate enough to be one of the top3 =)

but yeah, i was just feeling so bleh and uninspired after not being offered a job. i worked really hard, even for such a tedious and stupid task. but oh well, im almost over it. i was just feeling so crappy because im such a firm believer in how hard work will pay off but it hadnt in my situation.

[runcomrade]

the job you were meant to have will come to you when you're ready to have it. in the meantime, just enjoy being young and have fun doing things you won't be able to do once you're a working stooge! :D