have you ever felt so strongly towards something or someone that you couldnt change the way you feel even if you tried as hard as possible. even if you got up all you strength and will and tried to change your mind you just couldnt do it? not that you would want to but you just couldnt. i feel this way right now. its nice.
it looks like another sleepless night. my mind won't stop going. there is so much happening and im not quite sure how to process it all.
i just want to be done with school get financially stable and settle down. it is hard to want one thing so much because it never comes when you want it to.