why do i always put my heart on the line to get hurt, why do i always get hurt

I reminised of an earlier time tonight, a different time, but same place. I started to cry missing yesterday, knowing that there is nothing I can do to change it, nor will there ever be anything I can do but regret and regret is nothing I want to have. I have changed, you have changed. But your words echo in my mind of what happened to you, "I ( Read more... )

School is almost over, the freedom I have long strived for is now a scary and intimadating thought. The future lies before me in a mess of uncertianty. when did we become adults, I must have blinked for a moment and the whole world changed in an instant, what happened to the care-free days with lack of responsabilties? What lies before us and ( Read more... )

Last night lying in bed I realized I miss the 12am phone calls that would last for an hour where we talked about everything and nothing all at once, I want them back.

I hope everyone had a good gobble gobble day, well at least a decent one.

I am so afriad right know.......

Just doing a lot of thinking. It is kinda funny in away, a lot of people come to me for relationship advice and talk to me about their love problems and ask me for advice yet I have so many problems of my own I need to figure out. How can I give them any kind of good advice when I dont know what the heck to do with my own problems ( Read more... )

yeah.......

cant descibe it anyother way
cause hell
i dont even understand it

if you understand
let me know

Hey everyone, surgury went fine, I'm alive and accepting visiters, lol, come see me! If not I'll see you in a week or two!