Well I havent written in this thing in a while..the reason being is b/c now i have 3 journals..I have a xanga and 2 live journals..AMAZING!

well you kno i realized i have no feelings to hide really anymore..from anyone...I mean whats the point of feeling something if u aren't going to let people know how u feel about them and for them to try and ( Read more... )

Sorry for the weird Stop...I had to update it like that b/c my sister needed the computer..so i just left it like that until now! WEll yea rich at jimmies house 2 nites ago..was amazing..he put his arm around me and we h/u and w/e and we just sat there and talked and had loads of fun...NOW last nite at jimmie's was Different..He was an asshole and ( Read more... )

WEll...after i let that all out in here and on my xanga..I feel kinda bad..I don't really feel that way..I mean i do but i don't i just thnk i was pissed off and i had to write that all..It was a really bad week for me last week...But w/e its said and done and whether he reads it or not is up to him...So i know he is coming hom today..dreading it.. ( Read more... )

Haven't written in here in like Forever...i've been updating in my other journal for a change...not like anyone really reads either one..but ughh i feel so much better but like i was telling my mom I HATE DANNY!! and i was telling her who he was going out w/now and i said some girl from that mental kind of place he went to..she is like good another ( Read more... )

Well...Its been a long time...My bday passed...it was AMAZING...My girls remembered...everyone who mattered remembered this year and that makes me OH SO FUCKIN HAPPY....no joke...Well i finally made friends...The best of friends :-D We call ourselves the sixchix...its me, jaime, sarah, amanda, josselyn and cassie. I love them so much. They make my ( Read more... )

well....yea im doing it again...thinkin about *him*...its he who kills me i swear...one day all this shit is gonna make me go crazyyyyyyyyy I can't take it honestly... Ugh..and i don't talk about it with, no one here understands...no one in general understands it...ugh its soo annoying and all i ccan say is UGH im listening to Sugarcult...Im eating ( Read more... )

well well well...I really don't have anything to write...but i have nothing to do either...I am Bored out of my mind...I decided that i am going to talk to pple in my class's tomorrow so i can make friends...I get bored when everyone is doing work and i have none to do...Or i get bored when no one asks me to do anythign even though i am just ( Read more... )

Hello...been like over a month...I kno i kno i have been in college. Well i was reading my friends xanga and it made me think...well i thought on her comment but i made it stop. I couldn't have my deepest feelings spilled out to the world on my friends xanga none the less....What the fuck!! well...She has been goin out w/our friend eddie for 5 ( Read more... )

Well Im really back in action today...im doing all sorts of errands like going to get me a new book since i finished the one i got yesterday already...It was only 198 pages..I mean come on EASY!!! And then im goin to pick up soemthing for my mom at some store and im goin to RVC to get 3 pairs of my pants shortened b4 i leave for school and im goin ( Read more... )

Well HellO there...I kno its been like forever but its been a hell of a 3 weeks... hmm Parties at my house... things being stolen...things being cleaned up...People gettin kicked out.. Me being Stranded at warped tour by yours truely... evan and then my parents coming home only to find myself in a big shit hole where i have been grounded up until ( Read more... )