Who am I looking for?

[what_the_fij]

I was walking up the stairs today coming back from the lib and I just had this yearning to call somebody, anybody who would brighten my day. And then I thought about how often I do that, turn to people to fill something inside me that I alone can't seem to fill. I wonder why this is? I wonder if this is because I always think I need other people to

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[tuesday_sky]

Wow Maria, thank you for putting my thoughts so eloquentley. I am supposed to be going to this speech, but of course I got lured in by LJ. I do agree that God put people on this earth to interact with, but I think (and this is just my thoughts) also to make us better people. How many times do you look at someone and say "Shit I wish I was just a little bit like them, or I wish I could see the world through their eyes." People I feel are here to teach us about ourselves. I think everyone has insecurities, even the most secure people have insecurites. They probabley fear, at some time, that they will lose that confidence. The whole journey in life is filling that hole that is inside of us. And everyone fills that hole sometimes superficially or spiritually. For example we are saying that we fill that hole with friends, people, and excitement. When that is all stripped of us, what is going to fill that (thats superficial, as terrible as it may sound). And then there is those who fill that hole spiritually, with God, Buddha, Zen...

[what_the_fij]

You are an angel with a nice and flamboyant ass...thank you for all your wise words and musings you have no idea how much you help me

[sweetcalves]

Mariz I really understand what you are saying. When my balance if off between me and my friends I don't feel good. I can tell. When I don't talk to my best western buds I feel like I'm missing something. I keep myself so busy that this happens more than I would like, but its not weird you are thinking like that. Thats deep....have a good day hun!

[sweetcalves]

hey...well I'm not sure who vida is. Do I know you?