I feel like a dried up piece of fruit.

Hmm, I dont feel so good. I have a headache. I wish it was last year @_@

Got ALOT of crap going on inside my head. Is everything fake?? Has it been all along? I don't know what to do...I feel like I'm just living a lie ::sigh ( Read more... )

Haven't writen in this in a while. Nothing new is really going on. My life has changed and it sucks because I can't do anything about it. I don't know if I'm happy. I must be because I'm not unhappy. Just confused I guess. I don't know what's going on anymore. I'm just tired of the same shit. But my lunch break is over so back to work.

I feel like I'm slowly drowning and I have to keep fighting to keep my head above water. I'm waiting for that someone to push my head under and hold it there or I just give up and do it myself.

My weekend in a nut shell, well as much as I can remember. Got out of work early on Friday which was awesome. Hung out with Steve for a little while. Met up with Rich, Chris and Eddie at the carnival. Some chick and her friend showed up and we walked to her house but I didn't want to be there so I started walking down Glen Rd and Mike came and ( Read more... )

Hmm felt like writing while I wait for Bendel to come pick me up. Going up to Ryan's house for the weekend. Should be really nice(even though its gunna prolly rain the whole time), I've been wanting to get away and I think I deserve a vacation after this week. But yeah. I'm back to normal, I feel happy again, I am happy again. After everything I've ( Read more... )

I miss the old you.

Didn't go to Dashboard last night cause one of the bands before them canceled so they played at 7:30 not 8 and it was 7:30 when we were ready to leave. It's okay though. Me, Mike and Ben went to the mall, then to Newby. I got my phone fixed so I don't have to use my mom's anymore. Mike's going racing tonight so I'm going to Rich's house. I guess a ( Read more... )

Hmm, I haven't updated in forever so here it goes. Mikey's home now FINALLY! Things are still really REALLY awkward for me. He hurt me more then I realized at the time. I just hope me still feeling this way isn't gunna ruin us. I feel more sad then happy when I'm with him, but he's still adjusting and so am I. Hopefully things will go back to how ( Read more... )