Ok i havent been updating lately because i relly have nothing to write about. No one in my life to talk about. No new experiences to talk about. No fun time to write about so i found a place I can just talk about a hobbie I love and thats gaming.I dont care if you people think ima nerd or geek or what have you. Heres the link if your intested to ( Read more... )

My mom took me to eat some chinese food today and in a effort to strike up a conversation I started talking about Carissa. I told my mom that I felt like it was her that was holding me back. She didnt take it too well. She began crying. Im not proud of my self but its something thats been on my mind and that I needed to get off my chest. I know its ( Read more... )

I mad because I feel I should be downtown with my friends enjoying my self instead of sitting here staring at my computer. My damn job pays monthly so I dont see a dime till the end of may. Even then it's gonna be a small check. God I feel like I should be doing something.

Ive got a damn job. Im happy I got the job now i can get the things I want wich isnt much to begin with. What I really want I cant have. I guess I just need, thats a bad word to use. I enjoy company and hate being alone. All my life Ive been alone. I know I have friends but how many do I actually see outside of class? I think Ive come to grips with ( Read more... )

I look at her eyes and feel safe. In the kitchen the sun is shining through the window. I sit across from her so I can always see her, i know this wont last forver. She says I love you. She kisses me. What do you think? she asks. It dosent matter I say. By tomarrow I will have woken up and this will all have only been a dream. I hold her as she ( Read more... )

Tall and tan and young and lovely ( Read more... )

Ok ive noticed today that the reason I've been so quite latley is that im rmpty on the inside. I know what Im missing, and im not going to find it in front of this computer. Ive heard a song that sums up perfectly how I feel. Its called a love song for no one. Ive meet girls who are nice but just not compatible with me. I always get that akward ( Read more... )

My new pet

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I loved you
grey sweat pants, no makeup, so perfect

Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in

When a GIRL is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind ( Read more... )