so, i've been kind of returning to some old marksharr habits that didn't necessarily need to be revisited. i've been slutting it up sideways for a few months, which has been anything but fulfilling ( Read more... )

i hate stupid people ( Read more... )

have you ever woken up in the morning ( Read more... )

sometimes ( Read more... )

what the fuckkkkkkk have i been doing with my life ( Read more... )

i swear to fucking god.
i will not give up.
no goddamn way.

so lately i can only say that i feel like i'm drowning.

every time i get something done, something else falls on top of me.
whether it's a family thing.
or it's money for school.
or something at work.
or with my friends.
or just with me.
i'm going crazy.

stop and breathe it was just an awful dream, a nightmare, a night-scare. nothing to worry ( Read more... )

if you've ever driven accross a lake, or over the ocean, you'll know what i'm talking about ( Read more... )

what it comes down to.

is that i just don't know anymore.
that's right boys and girls, mark shar doesn't know, and he's not pretending to...not anymore.

hmmmm. i've been a shitty friend this summer; call me if you miss me. i'll answer if i miss you too =)

it makes me sick.

how three years after you.
whenever i see the names.
the names of the ones that were "better."

the ones you chose instead of metheir stupid nicknames ( Read more... )