Wow I just realized how sad my LJ looks I written so many things that hurt for so many years that there are also the good things in life. I've actually appreciate the experiences I go through. I've learn how to adjust better in life.There are somethings that come in good and some that come in bad.Just believe that it's always for the better and it' ( Read more... )

I'm not a depressive person neither am I pessimistic. I think there's a lot to share on my mind today I feel like letting out everything would be the first step of getting better ( Read more... )

Cookie ( Read more... )

There's so many ways of describing how I feel, with so many confusing emotions, how I feel, how I should get over these feelings.I've been drowned thinking the opposite of how people including myself feel.I guess I'll get to the point right? I guess I really like this 1 guy, who I thought was very special to me, I know I always say the "guy is ( Read more... )

I've been listening to that inner voice maybe it's just me but I've never felt so strong and have a keen sense of smell of truth. The real truth is I'm a lot happier than never before I don't need someone to complete me because I am completed. It just comes to show that most people can handle the truth and some people can't which is why opinion is ( Read more... )

I can't imagine the fruitfulness of life. I mean I've tried many times before and then I realized that it's not what I imagine.. or maybe it's because I don't try hard enough. I haven't forced myself to try hard I've just gotten myself in situations where I would think I need to but in the end knowing there was never any need from the start ( Read more... )

The series of many thoughts, climbing in my head, thinking what have I done. I was wondering from the start if I had made the right choices, the thoughts I've though if they were all right ones. Why I thought I believed that was real, does it exist? I've ponder and wondered for so long, after my 23 year of living, I realize, how young and fresh I ( Read more... )

Lol As I look at these entries I laugh at myself a lot more than usual. I can't believe I was soo stubborn as a kid haha. Eww all these guys? I haven't dated anyone in the past 2 years hahah and look at me I've ended up falling for people even on an online relationship ( Read more... )

Here I am on April 9th ( Read more... )

No more negativity clouding my head anymore ( Read more... )