just when i think that my day can't get any worsei come home... GOD DAMN DAD! i wish he would just go away... after thinking about it, if i don't get the money to go NI when i graduate i will def. at least get away from here even if it means just going a few towns over.. errr anyone want to just take me away now? like all the time from 3-6 pm ( Read more... )

i'm so confused rufgr now.. all the sudden i felt sad.. things don't make sebse to me anymore... things are akk blending togerher. i bet thazt my friends are all "werried" about me or think i am crazy but its hard foe ne subse shit is always happeneing to me..... right now i hate my life and i want to get as far away from mason as possible. i have ( Read more... )

so i went to the all american rejects concdert last night with maggie beth and adam at the tem[;eclub. it was so much fun. .... i want to quit swimming, i mean i like that i am getting exercise but this is killing me and its only the 3rd day. i have constant head aches and i'm always sore. school starts wed and i don't even get to enjoy the rest of ( Read more... )

So i met these guys from Nother Ireland and they are awesome.. i just wish we lived closer because we are so close and it sucks since i am kinda having a lil crush on Maca... He is a nice guy and the bass playing in the band "Weep 4 Me" they are a good band and all. Also he has thissexy accent.. *sigh* to bad.. i'm sao pethedic. i can't get a guy ( Read more... )

i was so close to just picking up a knife during dinner and chucking it at my dad. i want to get out of this house. all it does it cause me pain. i wish my dad woudl just die.. its always my fault and nothing is ever his. my sister is an angel and since my brother sits on his ass all day he couldn't do anything.... ahhhh i just want to rip my hair

So i'm leaving on sunday for camp again and i'm gonna have alot of fun. I'll b back on saturday the 31st just to go to a leadership meeting.. oh joy then home for sunday then off to band camp... errrr so much time away from home. oh well i get away from my dad... bu bye

hey guess what i was finally getting hapy again so you all should no what that means......................something went wrong. me and eddie are over for good now.... i'll veeb crying for the past 5 hours... my eyes hurt and there are almost no more tears left. i really loved tyhat kid but it might be best if i stop because its hurting me so bad. ( Read more... )

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