1. Slept naked? YES ( Read more... )

this has been such a long time. yea my life is kinda sucking now. yea and yea bad news keeps coming and i hate it. my friends are starting to get on my nerves and i am loosing trust in them. the band is going nowhere, my parents keep going back on their word AND best of all i am starting to become friends with people i would have never thought ( Read more... )

So right now i am typing from matts house... my computer crashed yesterday so he is fixing it for me BUT he can't find his XP disk so now i don't have a computer till he gets his!! how will i live without my computer???? oh and btw so my internet is acting up adn is not letting us on for more than an hour at a time which is also pissing me off ( Read more... )

so friday night me and matt went to his homecoming game and i had a blast. i met his friends and let me tell you they are extremely interesting people. one kid aaron got completely wasted and was acting all crazy and then the principle and the cops at the game "caught" him but they let him go for like no reason. it was great. o and i think i have ( Read more... )

so we had a swim meet last night and we won!! YAY! it came down to me in the last race... but this is how the night when for me ( Read more... )

I HAD THE BEST WEEKEND YOU CAN EVER HAVE! me and matt are getting along so well together... he is always so awesome.... *sigh* he make me so happy and i feel so special around him.. i feel... i can't explain it. but his parents love me and i like them.... well i don't really no his dad but oh well... so yea... we went down to his siters house in ( Read more... )

So i have a swim meet tomorrow... i'm swimming 200 medley relay, 50 free, 100 fly and 200 free relay... over all i am swimming 250 yards sprint and then just a warm up and a warm down. I'm so excited but at the same time i am also scared. So tomorrow matt is going to my swim meet.. i think that might make me want to swim better.... to like show off ( Read more... )

So i have been having the worst days.... haven't been able to do my homework.. failed a few tests....locked my keysin the car... having allergic reactions to the water in swimming... but the same thing has been getting me through all these bad things....... MATT! he is so awesome and you all should meet him because he is the reason that i am ( Read more... )

omg matt asked me out today and it was awesome... i am so happy... he is like such a great guy and he is always putting me up... its like yea.. i'm so speachless... ahhh... so many things i could say but it seems that my life i sgoing better and things might be finally turning around. :) anyways i'm gona go to sleep so i can dream about him... yea ( Read more... )

SO i thought i was over him. truely thought i did. but he says one thing and it crushes me... i don't understand why i'm so attracted to him becasue he likes other people. people not like me. if i could have one wish i would wish that i could be one of those people. i don't care if he liked me only because he was someone i wasn't because at least ( Read more... )