haha, i haven't written in like forever (well, yea... it's actually only like 2 weeks, but still). things have been alright i guess. school is alright. fuck this... i hate this weird bullshit intro stuff. ok i've kinda felt like shit lately actually. i don't know what it is. i feel so alone and kinda depressed. i don't even know why.... ugh, it's ( Read more... )

i dunno. right now i'm alright. i don't think i really want to talk. i wanna write in mky jouirnal.... not here. i don't know why, i'm sorry.... i know this is sooooo disappoihting to people who want to read this. haha, but yea... i miss actuallu writing. ok, yea.... this will be the last for awhile. love you all.

omg... long lost love i call live journal. helloooo. ya, so i figured i would update topnight of all nights. i've been good i guess. i hd spring break in eagles mere with some friends and i drankw hich was fun... i came home with my friend danielle and i saw all my friends and jimmy. i don't know, i feel like it was awkward and i know he hates me ( Read more... )

i'm happy today... i've been happy lately and i love it, well obviously i would. who wants to be sad and mopey all their days? this detox finding yourself lent thing is totally working. i talked to chris and remembered alot of the past with him. that made me happy as well. friendships are good. i could cry right now, i don't know why. i'm not sad, ( Read more... )

ok, so i'm sitting here in computer science class and figured i would update accordingly. ps - this class serioiusly sucks balls. this guy is old so you have to feel badly for him, but he always gets things wrong. ahh, but my crush is sitting near me so i just stare at him. hahaah, i'm a loser. anyways, last weekend was fun bla bla bla. i have ( Read more... )

"dont know your face anymore or feel the touch that i adore, i don't know your face no more, it's just a place i'm looking for, we might as well be starngers in another town, we mighgt as well be living in a different world, we might as well, we might as well ( Read more... )

why - oh my my. this weekend has been wuite eventful. i'm not going to go into a long, detailed account but i'll just give some useful hints and words of wisdom for people to live by 1. stay away from turkish men. although they seem cool because they can buy you drinks, they will rape you in a jam-packed bar and have no idea what the word "NO!" ( Read more... )

soo i wemt everwhere tonight ----- oh my gosh 'm soo drinkkkkk 00 i csnfr even describe it --- ttyl -- love to all who read this!

ps - illl explain tomorrow when i'm sober!!!

two of my roommates have their boyfriends over for the night --- sweet.

this sucks :( good night all you other people

blaaa -- so i guess i should be doing this considering a while has gone by and i am engulfed in fordham-ness. so yea, i'm back at school. classes have started obviously and i like most of them... faith and critical reason i think is going to suck because 1. its far away and 2. a shit load of reading every night. but other than that... chemistry of ( Read more... )