I think I’m going to start writing posts about general things that are going on in my life (instead of the usual ones that only I would understand). As some of you may or may not know I am currently residing in Banff Alberta. My plans are to live here at least for the summer beyond that I have no clue what I’m doing. I am thinking of working on a ( Read more... )

Dear Mr. Othello,

I find it odd that I still can’t bring myself to call you by your real name, even in my private writing. Well, here I am 3 564 kilometers away from you. That’s about 2 215 miles from me to you or about 28 hours of driving to get to you if I go at 80 miles per hour or a 4 hour plane flight from Calgary to Toronto. I am literally on ( Read more... )

I’m looking for something I know. I don’t know what it is, not yet at least. I repeatedly sign on to msn secretly. Each time I imagine that there is someone online that I can talk to about how I feel and what’s going on inside. To tell them what I am looking for so they can help me find it. It’s a classic. What great novel doesn’t have some sort of ( Read more... )

Happy 4th Birthday LJ. All the things we've been through.


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An update on March 24th post: Chris started selling tickets to his show today at 12 noon today. His show is on Saturday, April 19th unfortunately I knew I would not be able to go because of Passover but for some reason I keep on calling the number for tickets. Down trout I finally got through after one hour and forty minutes of dial and redialing. ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty good day all things considered. Today I woke up and my wisdom teeth which were removed over 10 days ago still hurt like hell. Not to mention the right bottom side of my lip is STILL frozen. (Thank you Dr. M for your precision work. It’s really appreciated) I dragged myself out of bed and went to morning class and my sociology ( Read more... )

It feels like my options are getting shorter and shorter. I’ve never failed at getting what I need so many times in a row. It’s spirit crushing. That little person inside says to me that every tragic hero has to have a tragedy to overcome. The best characters have the worst tragedies. I’m okay with failure. I know I will look back at all of this ( Read more... )

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I’m frustrated and angry and pissed and I put on music and asked for a sign and I got Get ‘Em High by Kanya West. Not significant ( Read more... )