A list of What makes Missy happy... 
1. Modern Arts Museums 
2. Photography - Polaroids 
3. [edit] [edit] Mr. Othello 
4. Poetry 
5. Novels 
6. Plays 
7. Knowledge
8. Basketball 
9.

How ridicules is it that the guy that I’m allowing to run my life doesn’t talk to me. He is a failure. He can’t keep his grades up. It took him 8 trys to get the girl that he’s been obsessed with for years, to finally date him. Even his best friend thinks he’s a complete dick. He’s scum, a low life, and I can’t stop thinking about him. I won’t ( Read more... )

It’s strange how when we have something right in front of us we often do not acknowledge its presents in our life. Staying with my Aunt in Windsor I have noticed this trait starting young in her son who is only seven years of age. My Aunt has been a single mother for many years. Recently she has adopted a steady boyfriend. He is everything my ( Read more... )

"I tried sex once with a woman and that woman was Gala. It was overrated. I tried sex once with a man and that man was the famous juggler Federico Garcia Lorca. It was very painful."
-Salvador Dali

my tatoo

trying to express myself in other mediums:


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Waste

I need to get this out but it seems as though it stays inside
I want it to leave me but when I run we both collide
Everyone says to just get over it and come too
I try to forget but it stays inside of me and brews
I am losing this race I’m at my last straw
I am so sick of seeing my life as a flaw
Every aspect of my existence is left to suffer
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I have a repetitive dream that I am chewing gum happily then all of a sudden it gets stuck in my tough ring and in the wires in the back of my teeth (that I actually have. I got them when they removed my braces). The gum gets big and gloppy. It becomes almost like play doe except more liquidy. I try to get rid of it and succeed but I have to take ( Read more... )

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