Oh Livejournal how lame you have become... you're almost as lame as Ashland.
Actually Ashland isn't too bad.. It's just small.. I feel like i'm in a box that has alot of movies and coffee, and boys that comuniacate by grunting or throwing things.

I'll see Eugene again soon though.. and Portland. Portland will be nice. I hate Long Distane

I miss somebody right now

p.s. The kitten should be renamed Lolita..seriously

Kate is being lkdsjfhglksjhdfg yes Kate you

i can read what I wanna read
I just wanna remember something sometime

I can't sleep
cool eh?
I feel like i'm going to vomit

I can't

oh fuck

i'm not working right

This shit all over again
I'm at home feeling all dklfjsghsldkfjghsdkfjgh over some stupid thing that prolly has nothing to do with anything.
I don't want another thing like this
too much time wasted

why can't I stay away from Livejournal?
IS IT SERIOUSLY 4AM?

I have been doing shit for the past..5hours.. just sitting.. oh asdflkgsdkfjhgsldkfjghsl

I just want to be tired.
I just want to be tired.
and not so... fuuuck

Working keeps my mind off silly things that I don't want to think about
I wish I was working and not thinking.
I wish I wasn't broke and could go buy cigarettes
I wish I could talk to somebody and actually have something to say.. I don't have anything to say anymore..
I don't think this is going to turn out the way that I want
oooooh fuck

I miss getting emails...
psh

My eyes are so tired...
I wish it was yesterday..

I woke up at 5am to a ghost grabbing my arm.. haven't gone back to sleep yet. eep.