nothing comes as easy as you can i lay
in your bed all day?
i'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake.

tonight i watched the lights go down in your house, wondering how i could get so deep and you could still get sleep. in vain i blame my trembling on the cold air and i cant hide that i relied on you, like yellow does on blue ( Read more... )

and sometimes you just know things.

always. all ways.

blahhh so i guess that stuffs happened and it always hits me a while after that yeah it hurts.. to just give in and think maybe i'll be happy and then hear him say i dont want this ( Read more... )

today was weird. started off bad that got worse but me and lyd just ended up going downtown and that was fun. ran into everyone in the world. all the guys who make me laugh ahah and then got black raspberry talked to espresso man then.. weirdest of weird.. went into jacks and there they were. haha being the guy that im like being set up with. so. ( Read more... )

alright, i'm actually updating this. because i'm completely sick from a code red plus a "bus driver on heroin" and i don't feel like moving and finding anything better to do ( Read more... )

sunsets+spring+a thousand other things= amazing. i love how amazing moments make me loose track of time and complications and consequences. nothing else matters except for that moment and who your with and where you arm. its pretty unexplainable. but i don't knowww. just thought i'd update a little.

yeah dude so study hall is boring as freaking hell and i shouuuld jus be like jeffreyevan n do my hw but i dont care. about ANYTHING haha..yeah dude. mm tonight goin out to dinner with kelley which should be good cause i have a million things to tell her and she knows everything so its like perfect timing. yeah lets talk about how boring schoool is ( Read more... )

i love how my plan NOT to care completely went awry. awry. word, i said that dumb vocab word. i've been using dumb words all day like HURRIDLY, cause i've been rambling and stuff.
its ridiculous.
and so is my obsession with the dixie chicks song "you were mine"

sometimeeees i wake up
crying at .night
and sometimes
i SCREAM out your

finally decided to bust out the live journal. for once. cause i've written a whole three entries..but i can't help it, it BAFFLES me. so how about that today is like the whole worlds birthday or just lyds wyatts and ant's. i got lyd a funny card. and im getting wyatt a black and white milk shake.. and.. i gave ant a hug? haha. sooo today was good. ( Read more... )