saying all i have to do to make things okay is talk tohim and tell him and he'll make things okay. saying hey dont expect it to work all the time, hes changed. and then. what do you know. everythings better. three words. saying you need to..
and i will. i swear.

so this isnt how its supposed be. but at the same time its kind of nice. after allll the shit. they're still around. and i hate that a lot sometimes. but i wouldnt change it.

im not a good driver. at all. does only almost hitting another car once, is that good?

i dont think so.

gala tonight. should be coool or interestinggg. or something.

grr. this isnt funny. its like the lets have everyone come back into my life week and scare me because i know ill end up having feelings for them and getting screwed over. again. and. ugh. i dont want to play anymore haha. im so. over. dumb guys. suure. just. really. really. need to focus on everything else i guess otherwise it'll be the summer all ( Read more... )

This is the first (thing I remember ( Read more... )

so things are changing every single goddamn day. there's no more fall back anymore. not that i ever viewed him as that it was just like well...we could always still hook up. but people leavvve. and thats probably better anyway because i need to just. feel. but so does he. he being another person. and just feel something for a damn change instead of ( Read more... )

my god pleassse. just. i dont know. everything seems like it COULD be perfect. you know ( Read more... )

i love friends ( Read more... )

armed with an eye for contradictions he sees completely through me ( Read more... )

hands down this is the best..

you know how the song goes

i like how it smells right now and how the air is and how the sun is, on the trees that i've laid under too many times to count. and i wish i could ask someone to come do that with me now. but it's weird. everythings so weird with so many people and i don't like that at all.i don't like being kind of something kind of nothing. 75%=kind of nothing ( Read more... )