so let me ask you this? if i told you to call me when you woke up and i was too damn lazy to wake up to answer the phone even tho i asked you to call, would you be mad? ok so i guess if it were a friend i wouldn't really care, but we've been dating for 1.5 years now. jesus christ. why even ask me to call when i wake up if you didn't plan on being ( Read more... )

today has been the worst day ever. im so exhausted and all i have to look forward to is going to class tomorrow morning. in case you couldn't guess im not too excited about that. my parents are bitches, im broke, and people who are suppossed to be there for me aren't. i'm questioning whether coming back to school was a good idea. i just want to ( Read more... )

i have a confession to make...

when i saw gwen in concert i really did cry. im not ashamed though. it was probably one of the happiest moments of my life!

i was going to try to update my journal but i just can't seem to complete the thoughts inside my head. things are pretty well, i have a new perpective on the world. call me to find out more.

ps. i can finally say and mean that things are looking up. i have a lot of work to do though

and as the days of our lives pass its time for change so without further ado ( Read more... )

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I HATE MY DAD! It's 10:48 on christmas morning and in sitting alone in vanessa's apartment. thank god i had somewhere to go at all. this sucks tho. ps im robotripping because i hate being so sober when i have to deal with shit like this. its totally unfair and im done with it. he can't just treat me like shit and expect me to take it. im done. i ( Read more... )

"Do you remember telling me you found the sweetest thing of all
You said one day of this was worth dying for
So be thankful you knew him at all
But it's no more"

im feeling so unsure about my life. i pretend to never regret anything, but as i sat in bed trying to sleep all i could think about were things i would change if i could do them again. does that count for regret? i beginning to think so. im one of those people who always thinks "life is too short for regret" but i think at some point all those bad ( Read more... )

The Movie Of Your Life Is An Indie Flick
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