im in new york bitches, thats right im home for the first time in 11 months. im doing boarding school visits, yeeeeah. i need to go try on more of my old clothes... i got fat and nothing, NOTHING, fits me anymore. it makes me sad, but it means i get to go SHOPPING. yay. i need to sleep to be able to wake up at 530

sadly i dont think that there will be any more posts coming, livejournal is now strictly prohibited here are the oakley school and id rather get my form and stuff than post on this. ah well. in other news prom is coming up and i dont know if i want to go because i dont have a dress but we'll see how that goes and if i go ill ask josh. ah life at ( Read more... )

theres not a whole lot you can do
with a boy you love
who broke your heart

I got a post from arango and nothing could make me happier on this, the day of days, the best holiday of the year. As I sit here in school wearing all green, a bracelet with a sick ganj leaf bead and a necklace with a boomer and think about how later today I have recovery I try to remember all of last 420… I think there was a slightly stoopid show ( Read more... )

josh makes me sad when he gets angry that i care about brian. ill never stop caring and he thinks that i will.

why why why bad bad bad bad fuck fuck fuck fuck FUUUUUUCK stupid school stupid rules stupid fucking oakley fuuuuuuck. i dont want josh to go on off form itll be really sad and make me cry but if its what he needs then i guess its better but i dont think he needs it because he knows what the fuckin deal is man. HE KNOWS THE POLICY!!! why fuck dude ( Read more... )

fuck lacrosse

last night at sun down janie goes "guys its about that time when it starts to be spring and..." and someone cuts her off and goes "janie we already got the talk about the birds and the bees" and so she goes "i know but i just wanted to say that we're going to start handing out pink slips" and i said "trust me i know" and she said "honestly amanda, ( Read more... )

i told him that i give up and im really happy and i told him basically that hes a bastard for knowing that i wouldnt bring up him dicking me over or being with cecily or any of those things and its good and done and over. its taken 4 months to be over when it was only 2 months that it was real. weird. i love josh. hes so good to me. and good for me ( Read more... )

del is listening to "wild thing". it is 6 in the morning and i am sitting next to josh with a nalgene of coffee. took the ACTs on saturday... not at all prepared, writing was okay and grammar was excellent but i guessed on every single science question. oy vay. a rabbi came here last night hahaha. i got a 2 hour pink slip for breaking boundaries ( Read more... )