i was fine

before you
walked into my life.

even though ( Read more... )

in 20 years
maybe things will be different.
in 20 years
maybe thigs will change.
in 20 years
maybe ill care.

20 years,
is a long time,
until then,
i dont want to know them.

i forgot
how it felt,
to be competely happy
and not care about things that hurt you.

how it felt,
for things to be settled,
and to not want to try to fix things.

im done.
done.
done.
done.

i hate you.

everything you say
is so unnecessary

and

everything you do
is beyond unfair.

but what can i do?

talk?

yeah. right.

im not sure about this.
but,
i think kelley still cares.
she hasnt said anything,
yet.

so,
zoe,
that might answer your quetion.

i finally understand this song
jimmy eat world
23

"i won't always love what i'll never have
i won't always live in my regrets"

ZOE!

did we make things the way they are?

or did they?

zoe: you don't think it will change anything? sorry, i just dont want to be the one to make everything worse.

helen: so? fixed is boring. i need a change. :).
plus, everything mught stay the same.

sorry zoe,
i had to put this up.
=)

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