i never write. i didnt even have internet like all summer and til just like a few days ago ( Read more... )

i am feeling restless again. i dont know what it is, but i am ready to be gone again...like far away and starting a new life. i dont think this is a good sign, or maybe its just a feeling i get every once in awhile that just comes and goes ( Read more... )

first things first. happy birthday to my love, emily taylor! i will be calling you soon to tell you this with my voice ( Read more... )

i love it when he's here but what i love even more is when we both have things to do so i dont feel like he is getting bored here and that he wont feel like it was a mistake to come. sometimes i get scared that theres nothing here for him and that he will want to leave. i try to say as little as possible when it comes to where he should stay this ( Read more... )

i dont have any motivation to do anything. and i dont want people thinking that its b/c it's spring term...because that is definately not the reason, its not even sunny yet. i just dont want to do anything except for lay in bed/talk on the phone. lol ( Read more... )

this is going to be a busy and hectic term. i am already feeling bogged down with school work that i know i should be doing right now ( Read more... )

i will probably be going to university of memphis next year. jsyk ( Read more... )

i hate people who take other peoples shit ( Read more... )

december is such a slutty month...

and to think, there's no one even really here in the euge.

i am thinking life is chill, even though i am not doing well in my classes and i need to lose weight, but i dont care. i think i should be stressed, but i am just accepting of things i cant change and just going with the flow of the days that pass by.

i am going to shower and then head over to the rec. ahhh, why am i so lazy? lol.