i am ready for this to be over, even though once it is gone, i will miss being here. i just hate school.

i should be writing my 2 papers that are due tomorrow. :)

this is something i really shouldnt be doing right now, but i have this urge that must be met ( Read more... )

so i am sitting here in my room (thank you nichole for the use of your computer, i love you lots), looking out the window at the beautiful weather, and wondering why i am not doing my homework ( Read more... )

this journal feels like a place for nothing of importance. i am going to go find some sleep...i am hoping for a good weekend, but a lot of people are going to be gone.

the pizza, beer and chicken was wonderful tonight.

there are certain times in your life when you realize that you are not as grown-up as you think ( Read more... )

uhhh...yeah, i made out with 10 plus people last night....wtf?

it was...good times? lol

i am tired of not being enough.

i dont want to not be myself, but it feels as if i dont know who i am because i am so indifferent to everything.

i have tried my whole life to be who i am right now; and it just feels as if i am slipping backwards.

something needs to change, but i dont know what....it is just all starting to get to me

i am kind of embarassed. i have just been asleep (off and on) on the couch at work for probably a good hour with only one other person here. and this is a woman i havent ever worked with before, so she probably thinks i am a useless college girl who only sleeps at work. ahhhh...not a good first impression, but she has been typing away on the ( Read more... )

*pout pout* i left my book in my room, i did all my homework (except for psych b/c i dont have it), and i am bored at work ( Read more... )

lol...i forgot to add to my other post that i also chipped my tooth on a fricken staple... yeah..wtf?

and the scrapes on both of my knees are turning into big lumps....but the left one really hurts and cant bend really well without a LARGE amount of pain...so you can imagine what i look like when i am walking around...yep like an idot :)