I know a lot of the shit you've gone through sweetheart. Scott and I used to have really long ass talks when we were together and he'd just spill everything. I love ya hun. You're my lil sis remember? cute pics by the way. Everything will be better this year - you know a lot more and I know you are strong enough to get through everything. trusting people sucks.. but you know you can trust me hun.. I'm out for blood if someone hurts you lol.. well - if i have enough money to find them lol. I LOVE YOU? dont forget it!
have to say somethingwhatiknowJanuary 3 2005, 15:14:40 UTC
...i used to be apart of that community. i was the 1st member.
but someone i wanted to forget followed me there so i left it alone... left her alone, do her thing as she thought..
doesn't it suck for people "so unique" when they find others with the same interests/hobby??!!??
i dont know what her deal was doing that.. and bitching about my interest in image poetry.
just hope she knows... the love of graphical art, came way before she did
...so no, i wont join. i hope you enjoy it though. and make her realize that shes not the only one who does. and she never "invented" the god damn fun in it.
wow. taylor. i really have sooo much to say to you, but i'm not exactly sure how to say it. i don't know if you will believe this or not, but i know how you feel about some things. cause i have been through a lot of the stuff that you have gone through. &the self mutilation. i know how that goes. but i hope its all behind you now<3.
and wow. just to think. i was such a self absorbed jerk. to pick on you, for absolutly not reason. just because i thought i was like cool shit. when really. i'm not. i'm not anything like i used to be. and right now, i just really want to apologize for ANYTHING i have ever said or done to hurt you.
and this is totally coming from the heart. and i hope you can believe me.
i just wrote out something that said how "it was all okay" and "never affected me", but i wont lie.
some of the things you had said to me..hurt. bad. [mainly i took everything more deep than i should've] but also because the only comfort i found were in friends and the ones i thought i loved turned away... completely. but i will tell you that i got over it all. it affected me then, but not now. and i dont want you to "take back" it or anything because it all really made me stronger. and i'm greatful to have that. as pathetic as that sounds..i really am. i'm not saying "thanx for being a jerk" lol..just making me realize who i was. and not just you. there were PLENTY haa as you probably remember. but it all made me understand that i need to not rely on others for comfort and just be who i am. it really made me a better person. [to myself]
everything you just said made me smile. so thank you. i guess i needed that. [maybe just today] but thank you
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wow taylor.. i just read that and always remeber that i am always here for you and that u can always talk to me ok. i dont know half of what you went thru but i can understand parts of it. cuz im sure that we have been thru a few of the same things.. i was there for you thru the pregnancy scare.. [godmother afton] :-) and ill be there for you thru anythuing else that might come along! it sucks because now that you moved its hard for us to hang out and i miss ya soo much! [my locker "area" will never be the same w/o my locker buddy] or math class.. but im always here if ya EVER need anything.. member you can always move in with me! :-)
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so i'll just talk to you later
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bacardigotedge ISNT
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i was the 1st member.
but someone i wanted to forget
followed me there
so i left it alone...
left her alone,
do her thing as she thought..
doesn't it suck for people "so unique"
when they find others with the same interests/hobby??!!??
i dont know what her deal was doing that..
and bitching about my interest in image poetry.
just hope she knows...
the love of graphical art,
came way before she did
...so no, i wont join.
i hope you enjoy it though.
and make her realize that shes not the only one who does.
and she never "invented" the god damn fun in it.
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wow. taylor.
i really have sooo much to say to you, but i'm not exactly sure how to say it. i don't know if you will believe this or not, but i know how you feel about some things. cause i have been through a lot of the stuff that you have gone through. &the self mutilation. i know how that goes. but i hope its all behind you now<3.
and wow. just to think. i was such a self absorbed jerk. to pick on you, for absolutly not reason. just because i thought i was like cool shit. when really. i'm not. i'm not anything like i used to be. and right now, i just really want to apologize for ANYTHING i have ever said or done to hurt you.
and this is totally coming from the heart. and i hope you can believe me.
i'm sorry
<3.
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some of the things you had said to me..hurt. bad. [mainly i took everything more deep than i should've] but also because the only comfort i found were in friends and the ones i thought i loved turned away... completely. but i will tell you that i got over it all. it affected me then, but not now. and i dont want you to "take back" it or anything because it all really made me stronger. and i'm greatful to have that. as pathetic as that sounds..i really am. i'm not saying "thanx for being a jerk" lol..just making me realize who i was. and not just you. there were PLENTY haa as you probably remember. but it all made me understand that i need to not rely on others for comfort and just be who i am. it really made me a better person. [to myself]
everything you just said made me smile. so thank you. i guess i needed that. [maybe just today] but thank you ( ... )
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all i have to say is.
i agree.
sooo.
hi, i'm alyssa.
you also knew me once.
remember all the good times we had being 'best friends'.
practicly sisters, if you ask me.
&i've also grown.
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Thanks.
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