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i'm done with livejournal or as my uncle says "pathetic insecure ways for immature girls with no life to yell/laugh at the world for attention." this will be my last post.

all i have to say is this:

if any of you have anything to say to me, my cell number is 528.4303 - and just call it. dont be weird. i'm always up for a convo about nothing.

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about 2 minutes ago, i went back and read a lot of my journal. finding it hard to believe i put myself out on the internet so easily - no questions asked. and i really want to give it all up [ ashley and afton being the only ones i care who comment, yet i talk to them all the time and they know all about my life as it is ]

but i realized, no ( Read more... )

well life.. let's just say things could be so much better. i haven't felt luckier to have pat around - he's my beauty, my fun, my smiles, my health, my dreams, .. my life. without him, i would fall... i love you.

so i've been writing and writing and writing .. i have so many stories and poems and songs that have been created this past week. i'm not ( Read more... )

( the little things will always be in my head )

i wonder where you go when you're gone.

i talked to pat. it was so hard.  .. it was the first time he yelled at me too. telling him was the worst thing i've ever felt. cried and cried for hours on end. but now i know that things can get better. he told me they would. i'm just glad i can stop. it may be a hard/long process...but i'm going to get ( Read more... )

bitch: dont understand my ways. i dont have problems for you to solve them, i dont have a name just for you to call ... if you understand anything - understand this = i won't be calling your house again

pat: the problem exists and i almost told you today - come back and we'll talk, pleeeease -let's talk  :'(  i hate crying, but now i cry because i ( Read more... )

wow.

last night bowling for soup it was great. well interesting. not too exciting.

( understand what i scream in your ear )

wow...long weekend

friday after school, i wont get into, but once i got dropped off by the bitchnastywhoreasshole i went to the salt box with matt. sylph - tony i love it! i adored the "lean on me" cover. it was amazing!

so after their band we left and went to mcdonalds that was great. haa. we're all such losers. it was matt, nick, uh .. 2 girls[ ( Read more... )

i hate her ... i hope she dies.
---i want to leave this life behind---