i love my boyfriend... he's hott and looks good in a bikini

so im just sitting at get my point helping cary out cuz norm is out of town so i am watching the front of the shop while he peirces, blah. haha im going to get my FRINGE cut today cuz i saw this girl and her hair looked awesome so i totally wanna gart her doo ha. well just thr fringe. anyways im so bored with everything, im such a boring person now ( Read more... )

im in chicago..... enough said right? cold

they just dont get it...

nothing exciting really. i have to quit smoking cigs. haha ( Read more... )

so i went out with carson last night. we went to the movies and saw ice harvest, not your typical jon cusack movie but it was good. i had fun with carson. it was nice to get to take him out for the first time since he got out of the hospital. i have to admit it was hard to put his wheel cheair in and out of my trunk by myself and also he hasnt ( Read more... )

i hate everything about my life right now. i want to go back to school but i dont know how

i am an idiot. i lost my best friend. fuck myspace and there need for attention, i took dumb pictures and they ended up on myspace and now i have nothing. i hate people. i do things to be funny and it turns into something that fucked everything up and made me look bad as if i dont do that all the time already but this time i killed myself.

me and cary went to disneyland yesterday alone again. it was fun. i took a valium so i dont think that was good for the rides but whatever it was fun. we had clam chowder bowls near pirates of the carrabean ride which are amazing. and i got wet on splash mountain so he bought me a jacket for $85 and i didnt even say i needed one. he is sweet i hate ( Read more... )

i hate everyone i know pretty much. they are the most lame people i have ever met and think there the shit and most arent even over 18 yet. there so sad and slutty i hate saying they were my friends but now that they joined the club scene i wont be seeing them anymore only the scene boys will be... from behind when they give them AIDS then never ( Read more... )