not writing would be giving up, giving up, not the usual senses of the words, the phrase.
i wish i could just give up like years ago,
not resigned as i am now.

resigned is still a cynical word
it is still not giving up.
giving up is just observing whatever my mind makes.

i wish ramana maharshi could be still here.

my favourite time is when i'm alone
not always, just the transition period between being really alone
and being with colleagues (while working) or loved one (Victor)

then i'm just aware of inside..
and outside..without any reservations.
there's no need to be anybody else
but Ground Zero.. of course it's harder while having to pay attention
to other ( Read more... )

everyday is like a drop into an ocean ( Read more... )

it's easier to write
when i'm not happy 
everything that i take granted for

is forgotten
and left anonymous
on the cutting floor

leaving behind
what is impossible
a heartbreak
a sad
enormous hole.

after reading ( Read more... )

the only sadness
life brings
is when happiness
is taken away

if i am happy with what i have
forever
will i ever be sad?

i mirror you and ( Read more... )

there must be a reason behind all these ( Read more... )

Wearing a N95 the whole day makes me feel ( Read more... )

Last night i dreamt ( Read more... )