"Freedom of Choice ( Read more... )

i hate going to the field. now that i play bang bang with the infantry everyday, i can't get away with as much stuff. like this. 9 days. no internet. no car. no good food. no wife. no comfortable bed. no ALCOHOL. pretty much just sucking. barely any sleep. walking 6 miles with 80 lbs on my back everyday and night. god i hate my work life. 458 days ( Read more... )

i,m so drunk, i should get drunker.

the pain i have inside right now is caused by a friend. someone dear to me, who I admire and look up to. someone i have, in time of war, trusted my life with. the blow that cracked and shattered the foundation of hope for the goodness i still had left in people today is now destroyed. the world now spins differently, and the sky is no longer blue ( Read more... )

life is sorta behind me right now. i'm working hard to achieve what i had three years ago. and why do all the stupid people have money? i'm behind bars, except that i'm restricted to montgomery county, tennessee. why is it that those who love life most are the ones who struggle most often ( Read more... )

So I read tonight that Majic Johnson is somehow on some committee with NASCAR to help diversify, like, the teams, and drivers, and crew and stuff. I guess they need more Latino's and African-Americans. Also, he said he owns some seventy Starbucks and wants to incorporate his successful business ventures with NASCAR. So anyway, I was thinking ( ( Read more... )

i,ve been doing some thinking lately. yeah, actually, i do a lot of thinking. but today i was thinking more so than normally. because thinking is what i do. anyway, i thought, "what if Jesus was an asshole?" so really, if Jesus had been an asshole, how would that have changed our notions about certain character traits we admire in people today, ( Read more... )

i dunno think maybe i might be or not be drunk right now i can barely tell but oh well it's funny anyway. how is my penmanship and grammar ( Read more... )

since i have been home, some of the things i have missed and are radiculous(ly new) to me include ( Read more... )

for most people, life continues daily from one event to another. regular interaction with friends, family, and co-workers help to encompass normal existence and blend seemingly into a collage of faded and lost memories later recalled. one year ago, my life was paused, silenced in time, and set to resume play one-hundred-eighty to three-hundred- ( Read more... )