so please forgive what i have done
no, you can't stay mad at the setting sun.
'cause we all get tired, i mean eventually,
and there's nothing left to do but sleep.

MOVED.

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saw the boyfriend last night. no one can make me feel better like he can :]

i prayed last night.  what can i say?  i'm scared shitless.

i'm being fucked in the brain right now by some lsd.

acid has lost its magic and it really fucking sucks.  i don't know what to do with my life now.

maybe i'll move to texas.

i'm so skinny compared to how i used to look...

today was mostly good, but i still feel like shit.  fuck the fake ass pansy mother fuckers who talk shit ( Read more... )

mm, life, boyfriend, work, pretty much. happy.

seventeen.  i am too young.  everyone laughs at me when i say i'm strong.  i hate them all.  kill yourselves. 

there was never any money
but always a constant supply of drugs then.
its as if we're hanging by a thread,
but the right mixture of substances
feels just like a saftey net.
but the truth is the thread broke long ago
we've been falling for years
and crashing for hours.
it's just a little too much
i was never very good at picking up my peices.
but the walls ( Read more... )

[anger]
what makes you really mad?: not having any pot
do you have a bad temper?: only when i'm sober.
do you swear when you are mad?:  yeah.
do you yell or hit people when you are mad?: not often, i usually take it out on myself.
have you ever made someone cry?: yeah.
how often do you get mad?: depends on your definition of mad.

[jealousy]
are you a ( Read more... )