i love kids. i love kids. i love kids! i want to be around them all the time.
ironic, i know, since my default personality is too inappropriate to show around them. but i just love kids and want to work with them forever.

what a terrible week.
chester died.
i didn't get in to the musical, after spending 6 hours at call backs.
i didn't get in to african dance.
i didn't get in to burke's class.
i found out i have to change my major.
i wasted twenty bucks fucking up a money order for my education clearance..
ahhhh

my purity score went up! 30% now, yayy :)

la la la la!
vermont

oops.
that was kind of unexpected.
hope it works out.. yikes

being single again is so weird, even though it was my doing. i was independent all summer, but i knew i had someone to go back to, and now there is nothing. everyone i might be interested is already involved, or has recently hooked up with someone i know. i'm not willing to not be picky at the moment. i've lost my sex drive for the first time ever ( Read more... )

past four days...
climbing waterfalls, scaling canyons, way too many spiders, indigenous love affairs, tequila and daquiris, salsa dancing, tubing, swimming in the amazon, surprise search from military police, possibly contracting scabby stray dog disease, bug bites like smallpox.
next up; rappeling, more cloudforest, saturday otavalo market.

well, just so you know, it´s going pretty well. the food is making me sick again, but otherwise all is well.
thus far: guayaquil, cuenca, hiking in cajas and the cloud forest, riobamba with my host family and riding around in pickups.
tomorrow begins the amazon.

I AM SO TERRIFIED! I am leaving for Ecuador in two days and I don't have enough money for my stay, barely any plans, no hostel reservation when I get there and no idea if Sarah is actually meeting or if I have to go it alone for 5 days in Guayaquil.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i can't sleep. it's like christmas eve.
he will be here tomorrow.
i'm scared.
well, excited and scared.