so yeah...dont update much anymore..well thats cuz im not allowed on my computer until thursday! how lovely is that??!??!?! so yeah ( Read more... )

Lately life has been absolutely nuts! its riduculous. it all started last thursday when my mom called me and she thought i was tripping on something and she was right and i just lied to her like crazy cuz i was busted and she was all like you better be home by 8 or your going to rehab and all this other bullshit and what not. so yeah i leave jamies ( Read more... )

so lately, once again i havent been feeling like me and i dont know why. Like yesterday i was in my house spazzing out because there was nothing to do and i dont normally do that. i am completely content with staying home and doing nothing. but yesterday i was freaking out and i dont know why. it was so weird. not the normal me at all. then my ( Read more... )

so yesterday me and jamie went to see his moms headstone. it just got put in a few days ago and it looks so nice. its really pretty. then i got the bright idea (since i was crying already) to go to megans grave. it looks really pretty. there was a ton of things on it and it looks really nice. so yeah yesterday was a big crying feast ( Read more... )

Man oh man have things been completely crazy! I have prom this weekend with my manda and i completely forgot about it until yesterday when she asked me if i was excited about this weekend! i felt so bad! haha well i hope i have more fun with her than i had at my own prom ( Read more... )

So yeah long time no update...man o man has alot of shit happened since the last time i updated. well the day that all the shit went down with me forging my moms name and shane stealing those pills, i told my mom i wanted to move out and all that other shit she said i could and everything then she pulled the i love you and i dont want you to leave ( Read more... )

So the horrible day did not end there yesterday....I went home and then i asked shane if he wanted to go to walgreens with me cuz i had to get tampons and shit so we go and then he fucking steals triple c and i get in trouble for it. well i didnt get in trouble for it, i got blamed saying that i told him to do it and all this other shit and i didnt ( Read more... )

So this day has just began to be shitty and i cant deal with this shit. i went to go leave so i made a note and signed it for my mom and then everything was fine and then they found out that i made it all up. Me and Bre went in at the same time and it made it all look suspicious and so yeah i got a 3 hr detention. then at lunch i went outside to ( Read more... )

I am so tired today! I went to Curtis' house last night and I didnt go to bed until like 4 am and then had to get up at 815 to go bowling and what not. Then came home and had to work from 1-7! YAY! that was just so damn fun! the freakin store just opened yesterday and it was busy as all hell. Standing on my feet all day just about kills me! My back ( Read more... )

The last entry was cut short because my typing teacher was in a good mood and decided to post what i was doing on the overhead thing and i x'ed it all out before he could so yeah..lol it was pretty funny! haha then i told him he was an asshole and he called me a bitch! haha it was so great..lol ( Read more... )