Surprisingly, things are going really good right now.  Me and Michael have decided to fix everything and now we both want to be a family again.  Sometimes I wonder why some of the things that happen with us, together for a while, break up for a while, he goes back to his ex and then he just like wakes up and realizes that he wants his family to be ( Read more... )

OK so its been a long ass time since I have been on here.  Well about two years.  Randomly sitting in my room. i thought about this page and how lovely it was so just write and not care who saw it or what they would say to it.  SOooo much going on right now.  Well since the last time I have written I am now in the Marine Corps living in Japan and ( Read more... )

so ive been working alot lately. i have to quit working at Martins because IM MOVING BACK TO LOCKPORT!!!! im so happy! i really cant wait at all to go. ill be all moved in this weekend. the only thing that sucks is i met this guy chris and we have been seeing eachother for about a month now and ill be farther away from him. he lives in orchard park ( Read more... )

So ya know how i said me and jamie are just going to "see" eachother? yeah well them plans went threw the fucking roof last night. he was being a dick cuz i went to hang out with curtis and got all pissed cuz i was hanging out with curtis for no reason. complete bullshit. well that plan is done, over, capish! haha...no big deal tho. i think in some ( Read more... )

So things with my dad are getting way better than they were before. I went to my last head dr appt and it was with him and he told me that i can move back in if things got to bad with my mom and i couldnt stand it anymore. pretty exciting news for me! lol ( Read more... )

Well today was the "one year" with jamie. Even tho we broke up for a while, we still consider it our one year. But it wasnt even close to being a happy anniversary. first he was pissed cuz i had to work and shit then we got in a huge fight before i went to work. it started out all fine when we woke up this morning. then tim called and shit and ( Read more... )

Well today i can say could possibly be one of the worst days of my life. So i was sitting at home getting ready to go work and i get a call from my aunt saying my mom is being rushed to the hospital with chest pains and shortness of breath. as im rushing around trying to get jim up and get someone decent looking cuz i was not all the way dressed ( Read more... )

I went to the other head dr yesterday and what not. She told me that I should go to rehab for all this shit. and once again i said i wasnt going to go which caused a big fight with me and my mom. she wants me to go and what not and i wont do it. then she told me that if i dont go i have to leave. I would haveto go back to my dads and since he wont ( Read more... )

Emotions flew ( Read more... )

Ok, its time for yet again another mushy journal of me whining about whats going on with douche bag...aka, jamie. i dont understand what the hell is going on with! i really dont. one day hes like ok i dont want to talk to you until u are ungrounded cuz of all the bullshit that ive done and then we talked like 2 times and then now hes back to being ( Read more... )