So I guess I havent updated in almost a year. dunno why. But i can honestly say I feel like Im 500 years older than when I wrote last year. Lifes funny that way, time passes, a bunch of shit happens, and you end up feeling alot older than you did before. I guess what Im trying to say and am not articulating well is that at some point you look ( Read more... )

so fuck you
and your untouchable face
fuck you, for existing in the first place

i really hate that everything is always a fuckin fight in my family...i really hate always being the middle man and just stepping on eggshells with both of the children i call my parents...i really fuckin hate crying about them too, its just gets so goddamn stressful...im sorry that this entry exists...I love my family and am soooo fortunate...i ( Read more... )

I know its been forever but to tell you the truth I guess i havent had the urge to really write anything in a long time. I dont know why...last semester ended well, xmas break and london were great, and this semester is going AMAZINGLY and im so happy to be in Chess where i actually feel important and appreciated. And with all these things I ( Read more... )

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so i wrote this for my friendster and myspace profiles...but i like it alot so ill post it here too...its me in a nutshell ( Read more... )

eric told me i promised to update tonight so he was holding me to it...so heres my update...technically i made one...ill write a better update tomorrow...but right now...i just dont want to

so its sunday...i really hate sundays after 6 pm...i think its that monday is soo close just upsets me....but anyways i had a pretty good weekend...friday after rehearsal i drank and hung around guild which was soo good because i needed to do that after the overly stressful weekend i had this past week..i left some stupid messages on my friends ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "Which Mean Girls character are you?"

You are Regina George!
You are the most evil, nasty person ever! Go you!

i feel like im in a rut and i dont really understand why...i had a good weekend...i mean fri after rehearsal i went to the burrito bar which was pretty fun and kristen and i had fun watching saved the last dance and having a sleep over...and i had a ton of fun in city at arriba arriba with kristen, kristen, veronica, meg, pat, becca, sherri and ( Read more... )