well i hung out wiht her again and well we seem to be on the same page withjust about everything, if shes not a liar i may actualy fall for her ,and have something work out , im mostly impressed with that she seems like a really good mom , i like the fact thta i havent met her child and that she has a reason fo rthat ( Read more... )

you droped ny to havea toke ( Read more... )

i was justthinking , what kind of love do i want in my life , and strangely a very domesticated woman came to mind , but im a littel surprised about that,i pictured a littel old woman who when im no longer there is sad cause she just went to go pick up the dirty plate i always leave by the computer for snacks isnt ther eto be picked up. thats ( Read more... )

i took yesterday and today off to get my shittogethre , its been tough with family callin to " make sur ei know what im getting into" i know the person i am having problems with will try to ruin my life but i feel i have no choice, today was much better i think i will just not answer my phone for the next while well i will screen ( Read more... )

they say suicide is the chickens way out ( Read more... )

the time has come ( Read more... )

well i am supposed to work in th am but i soam not in the mood for life rightnow

when i am alone my ego flls all the empty space

it seems day by day i inch nearer that edge, I look around and they smile at me . They look at me but it seems through me
For when i look in the mirror i see swell ing tears .
and they say nothing but whats wrong of their day/
so i shake my head and fallinto place ,
i kno wmy part its time to pick up the pieces and carry on