i havent writtten anything in a long time because all my feelings have been jumbled up inside of me. i am not sure of how to let them out when i can see how people get over whelmed by all of it. but sometimes i wish they would just take a min to walk in my shoes and see how i handle all these thoughts and emotions day in and day out. i am not ( Read more... )

how do you feel knowing that your best friend ( Read more... )

i wish that you would accept me for the person i am right now ( Read more... )

i dare you to look through my window. i challenge you to face the struggles i face everyday. do you think you can walk one day in my shoes. maybe you should try that before you place any judgements on me. you have no idea the struggles i must endure day in and out. dont try to understand me until you walk one day with me. words can only go so far ( Read more... )

weird emotions are flowing through me right now. i am so on edge but i know nothing is wrong today. i think yesterday did way more damage to me then i thought. but then again everything is going to do more damage now that my bullet proof vest isnt on me anymore. everything that i once was isnt what i am right now. i am stuck in the middle with no ( Read more... )

things have been so messed up today and they just havent gotten better. i might have to be facing a man that makes me feel less then shit. walking into a school that never gave a damn bout anything that is going on with me. so i have been fighting with my parents bout that but i dont think they are understanding me at all. everytime i try to get my ( Read more... )

i just came in from walking in the snow with my mom. while on that walk i starting thinkning back to all the fun times i had with friends and family. all the snow ball fights and endless nights of sleding. then racing back to the house for a good cup of hot coco. all the memories i thought had long been forgotten still carried deep within my heart ( Read more... )

i find myself now a days filling up with so much regret. everyday is like a new step into a past that i have full of regrets. so many things i wish i could take back and do things so much different then what i did. faded scars that could have been great poetry for people to understand. but instead i inscribe the words deep within myself as the ( Read more... )

there is still so much to be said from this broken soul. i have endured more that what i should have being a highschool student. it was never spoken in words but through the actions of the other kids that i didnt fit into their world. i was the outcast from day one never giving a chance to show my true self. hiding behind this fake mask of bravery ( Read more... )

things are slowly improving with me. i am starting not to be so ashamed of myself and the things i have done in my past. i am finally coming to terms with the things i have done and the things that i can not change. from now on i need to be open bout my past bc that has become a part of me. in some ways that has made me into the person that i am ( Read more... )