wow so its been a while since i've posted on this live journal ( Read more... )

i tried to break up with chris this past week. there is so much stuff i wanted to do this summer that i knew he would get very upset about; also, we've been fighting a great deal and i figured it was time. but he fought it till the end and it was sweet how he was so certain we were supposed to be together forever. he kept trying so hard and it ( Read more... )

"i've only felt guilty about not feeling guilty,ive never understood why people are so possesive of each other,people fall in and out love all the time,people change,people are inconsistant..it's human nature.I've cheated many times and never felt guilty, I was also cheated on once and didnt care in the slightest,my sense of worth and happiness ( Read more... )

today has been okay. i was called back for a second interview from those crazy people at the gynocology office a few days ago and today i went in at noon. i talked with colleen again and she told me the person they had hired instead of me is working out fine but i guess they were looking for more people? she said she really liked me and "felt a ( Read more... )

i'm here watching katt williams on hbo on demand because my friend angie at work said hes hilarious. well hes talking about how you should enjoy life and its short and if you don't have a good job you should smoke some weed because its not a drug, its just a plant that if you happen to light on fire it alters some aspects and its basically making ( Read more... )

i don't know if i'm in a giggly mood or what but i found this to be quite funny http://67.43.168.82/archives/snap.wow

just a few days ago i was thinking how much i actually do enjoy being at home with my family. after spending four days stuck at chris' house (even though we made the best of it), it was nice to come home. but now i completely change my mind. i want out of this house. i can't stand tom, i can't stand mom, i can't stand devin and his spoiled ways. i ( Read more... )

after all is said and done, i try to resort back to thinking that life should be fun - it shouldn't be spent getting angry with someone or holding grudges, crying or yelling ( Read more... )

i always figured i was not one of those girls who planned out their wedding when they were like 10 but today i woke up in a mood to look at wedding dresses and pick one out that i wanted. well its a bitch because everywhere i looked are like small little icons that you have to click on to see larger and thats a lot of work for me ( Read more... )

how come this keeps happening? why can't i make up my mind about what i want ( Read more... )