wow. Almost another year has passed since I last wrote on here. It is the third week of summer after my sophomore year at Graceland University. This year I changed more than I can begin to describe on here. I have closed myself off to everyone that I had put my trust into. I now am back to square one. Where do I go from here? Just when I start to ( Read more... )

It has been two years since i have been on here. It is so crazy to look back and read all of my old entries from up to 2004. I was so open, and just wrote whatever i was thinking without even holding back. So much has changed since all that lets see ( Read more... )

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i miss Jen.

so yeah. shit sucks right now to be completely honest. not that theres much i can do about it.. but yeah. i am definatly getting to talk to Jen more though, and that is really good. this weekend though she is up at Graceland for homecoming weekend so yeah.. but anyways...i have a section on my MySpace about her, and i wrote something, but i want to ( Read more... )

i never update anymore ( Read more... )

So summer is over :( sucks. but i had an amazing summer. i got to do so much which was good cause i wasnt home very much at all. which is obvioulsy good. lol uhm. lets see..i think the first thing i did was Tennessee? that was kinda shitty. but whatever. good experiences. good friendships. uhm i dont really know the order of what i did lol uhm jr ( Read more... )

okay so i just went and read over one of my previous entries. the one about how i have no one here to talk about, that i can only talk to Jen and Kelsey. well i have been thinking about that alot lately, and thats not true. all these years of being friends with Kelsey, i can tell her things, but its really a one way kinda thing. she feels that she ( Read more... )