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Okay, so i was suppose to stop going to FUMC like 2 weeks ago lol but i keep getting sucked into going. im really not going anymore! i mean it this time! lol so yeah, i dont feel like being at school right now. like at all..im so out of it and i cant concentrate on anything. no new news from Austin. he hasnt emailed me back yet. dunno why. umm ( Read more... )

cant you ever make up your own mind about anything and not care about everyone elses opinion? its ridiculous.just because one person doesnt like it doesnt mean that you cant like it! and now that you hang out with a certain group of people you are changing everything about yourself. you dont do anything for yourself, you constantly have in mind ( Read more... )

EVERY FRICKIN THING THAT THEY DO PISSES ME OFF! EVERY SOUND THEY MAKE, EVERY WORD THAT THEY SAY! I JUST WANT TO SHOOT THEM IN THE EFFING FACE!! and to them its just an off day for me..they have no clue.. well your wrong. okay . its not an off day, its you! im sick of being around you! im sick of everyone asking me about you! im sick of you!! and ( Read more... )

to me.. today is my "sweet 16" b-day. lol joy.

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AHH today is the day of the retreat. im mucho excited. so yeah i will probably update on sunday when i get back and say how much i miss everyone and how i wish it could have been longer and i cant wait till this summer and so on lol. the normal ( Read more... )

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And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

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