its been a long time, but i havent had time. life is still good. everything is pointed in the right direction but icant help feeling crappy right now. i am too busy. i am feeling it in all aspects of my life right now. its fine if you cant make everyone happy, but i cant make anyone happy.

hay! its been a pretty good week and stuff. i got to go to san diego this weekend. my family was supposed to go to the dunes, but they all got sick and the weather was going to be bad so it didnt pan out. thursday night i called jordan and asked him if me and jason could stay with him. then i attacked jason at work with the news that we were going ( Read more... )

its been a while since the update, but ive had too much stuff to keep this thang current. today i wrote up a really long list of things i need to do. i was going to do most of it today, but they made me work even though i wasnt supposed to. i think that everyone who works there has gotten lazier since i came because they know if they dont do ( Read more... )

today definitely had its happy and sad points. i dont want to dwell on the sad. i decided i am going to be happy again. being depressed is for suckers. I finally got my call today. I am very excited, and most of the people i told seem to be as well. megan is awesome. she was almost as excited as me and my parents. i leave on feb. 11 to go to ( Read more... )

This week has been wierd. i cant remember anything before friday, and friday seems like it was a different week. Halloween was a lot of fun. i got to dress up like a wine taster and taste some serious wine. i drank the whole bottle of martinellis in under 20 minutes without trying. i was bummed when i realized i hit the bottom. Lots of people came ( Read more... )

last week was a good one. i had off monday and saturday. its amazing how much you can get done when you are actually home for more than 1/2 hour at a time. Saturday was awesome. i started the day by going to a protest to let bikes in skateparks at the new awatukee park. of course it was a waste of time, because most of the people protesting just ( Read more... )

its been a while since ive updated but ive been super busy lately. i go to school full time and i was working about 45 hours a week and doing homework and trying to ride as much as i could. there was just too much going on but i feel a lot better now after i talked to my boss and told him i couldnt work all of those hours anymore. hes really cool ( Read more... )

The trail didnt go quite as planned. on day one we made really good time in the morning and made it to circleville by 10 00 instead of noon as expected. We gassed up, ate lunch and headed outof town to climb up the beaver mountail which is really steep, narrow and rocky. we made it a ways, and my shifter broke. the splines stripped out and the bike ( Read more... )

in a little while i am off to utah. Its going to be pretty awesome. brett me jason and my dad are going to ride the entire piute trail in 2 days. its going to be rough but we think we can make it as long as we dont have any mechanical, physical or weather problems.its gonna be a long ride, and its already snowed a couple of times up in the high ( Read more... )

people come and go. it seems like all of my friends are gone. if they havent physically moved away, we have just sort of lost contact. this doesnt really bug me that much though. There are a select few people that keep in touch and those are really the only ones that matter. everyone was fun to hang around with, and now that its over i can look ( Read more... )