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At first with your hands then with your mouth, a down pour of sweat, damp cotton clouds, i was a fool you were my friend, you made it happen ( Read more... )

Okay so everything is going pretty well for the time being. Joel and I worked out some things. Brianna and I also worked out our differences.....all is well for the time being. i finally addressed the fact that i have mommy issues....i think that everyone is going to leave me just like she did....and they are not my mom is a coward and she can ( Read more... )

I Cant help it that i am still in love with him....

okay my life has gotten a little better....kinda. i got a job so i am not a loser anymore. joel and i are still having some problems....i still drink ( Read more... )

i hate my life just so everyone knows that

so i am going to go get UBER trashed tonight and forget that i exist for like 6-7 hoirs....man that is healthy huh.

Hey all i am feeling kind of blue i do not know why, i just am. oh well. i think it is cuz i am stressed, we are moving this weekend, finally, back home to lewisburg, and my parents are leaving monday, so we have to move this weekend. and then i have come to terms with the fact that my dad is going to be gone for 2 months and i will prolly not ( Read more... )

yeah i should update more, but i really have nothing to say. i mean i do the same stuff all the time. i work all week, go to lewisburg (home) on the weekends and get wasted. that is sad huh??? oh well it works for me ( Read more... )

man i really am not into this whole LJ thing anymore, it is kind of sad. i mean at one time this thing was like my life and now MYSPACE owns. well really i have nothing to do all day so i just play on myspace. and that brings me to my next point, how gay is it that i have this job that pays me pretty well, and i do nothing all day long, and i HATE ( Read more... )

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