It's safe to say:  I have NEVER been so confused in my life $%^&*

I think I would give absolutely anything to be healthy again ( Read more... )

Holy jesus %^&*()   im going out of my mind, and usually when thats going on, i sit on my floor in front of my tv for countless hours and play hot shots golf 3 on my playstation, but im way too all ovahh the place to stay still, i need people to talk to, and daaaance with, and color! but nooo, its 4:56 in the morning, and all i've got is my caaat, ( Read more... )

I'm breaking down..
& it hurts. Alot.

Nothing is how it should be.
Everything makes no sense at all.

I just want to cry & sleep. forever.

Fuck.

Honestly Right now:

Is your hair up?:  Yes.

Is your phone right beside you? All of the time.

Do you wish you were somewhere else?:  Nope.

Do you have plans for tonight?: Its 2:39 in the morning.

Are you wearing makeup?: Nope.

Are you wearing chap stick?: Uh huh.

Are you cold?: Not at all.

Are you tired?: Somewhat.

Are you excited?: Fuuuuck yeah! I have ( Read more... )

TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now? Pathetically enough.
2. are you happy? Content.
3. are you dating anyone right now? Nope.
4. are you bored? OH! Yeah!
5. are you German? Not that I know of.
6. are you Irish? Very much so.
8. are you Italian? Not at all
9. are your parents still married? Unfortunately.
10. do you like someone right now? ( Read more... )

Whoa baby!  I forgot how much I loved video games, & Dashboard & locking myself in my room :]
Its a fantastic time, plus I have cheez-its, & maybe some brownies ...
Basically im a fat 8 year old...   im 8 alot. :/

& so I got pretty bored earlier, & so I was reading old myspace comments,
& it made me realize how so many things have changed, it's weird ( Read more... )

There are so many things in life that I will never understand.

So basically, I just love love love my life ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like you just lost everything?
& you're not really sure how,
or when...

Yeah its one of those days. :/