yes i am back in school now and no i don't update my journal ever...it's been fun in school so far. i'm really glad that i am able to see all my good friends again. there is only one thing that has had me down since i've been here...and that is losing allison...i love her so much...and i miss her dearly. i adore allison and she was good for me... ( Read more... )

well...i go back to school in just over a week. i'm excited to go back and see all my friends again. plus i'm going to have jon and dave as my roomies and that's just going to be so damn awesome. we can jam all the time and i'm sure that we will. i am also excited for all the things that we do like brown bag bingo and...well..i'm sure there's more ( Read more... )

wow, i haven't updated my livejournal in a while. i'm sorry about that. hopefully people still look at this thing...if not...i guess you are the only one...umm...thanks for that... anyway, i saw T3 today with my dad. it was really good i thought. it started off a lot like T2 but the ending was totally different. i'm getting a cd player for my car ( Read more... )

yo yo, this thug needs a hug. who wants it ( Read more... )

i'm home now...so..ya...it's boring here right now. i will hopefully be getting my car back soon. hey, there is a full lunar eclipse tonite. that's when the moon, earth, and sun perfectly line up blocking the sun light from reflecting off the moon cause that's what makes the moon glow bright...it's not glow in a dark like i used to think. i found ( Read more... )

signs that i hurt:

-i can't smile no matter what.
-i don't blink nearly as much as normal.
-my hands shake.
-i pace without stopping.
-i am physically sick to my stomach.
-i can't stop thinking.
-i can't stop hating myself.
-i can't stop wanting to cry.
-i'm always about to cry but i don't.
-i'm like i am right now.

...well...i just helped billy move out...and my roomies, jon and justin, have been gone since friday. now it's just me here. i feel like i'm the only kid in the whole building. i kind of feel like that kid in the shining. all these empty rooms in this big empty building. who knows what went on in those rooms all year...and if i find someone who ( Read more... )

well, after getting about 3 1/2 hours of sleep last night (i know i know, it's my own fault) i woke and my dad picked me up to bring me to the nursing home that my mom works at (lifecare center in Wilbraham) for my volenteer work that i do every year for easter. every year, the day before easter the nursing home has a bunch little kids, whether ( Read more... )

it's wicked nice out. i'm wearing shorts for the first time this year. matt made a good call with frisbee on the green today. this school year is winding down quickly. i can't believe that my freshman year in college is almost over. it went by so fast. i'm really looking forward to the summer, seeing people i graduated with and such. i'm really ( Read more... )

i hate drama...ugh...i was sooo tired last night. my life is so uneventful on the weekends. i need to do something...oh ya...i'm going to see jesus christ superstar today. it's one of the plays that wsc is putting on this year...i've heard good about it actually...oooo, it's starts in an hour...i'd better leave soon to get the best seats...be ( Read more... )