well i did it. im where i want to be with the person i want to be with and we have a nice place. im also dancing again of my own free will, it feels good. i just cant help but feel that there is something missing i just dont know what it is. i never would've thought 2 years ago that this is the place i would come to be happy, but it is. i just have ( Read more... )

i just finished my last two dance finals and i feel amazing because i know i will never dance because i have to again or because my gpa is depending on it . whenever i dance it will be because i love it.
i know it sounds dumb but its the best feeling ever.
i havent felt this happy about something in a while.

♥

so i thought lakeland was bad before i moved and i just couldnt wait to leave... um we really had it good there .i dont miss school or anything just my friends, and the things we did. whenever i think of last summer i smile. cant wait until next year because it is going to be perfect..... i can feel it

alot of my friends have been really depressed lately.
and all i have to say is without the really deep pain-
the pleasure would be nothing.
thats the beauty of life. ♥

All religion, my friend, is simply evolved out of fraud, fear, greed, imagination, and poetry. - edgar allen poe

i dont think it could be put better
♥

so while i sit here in mississippi i think all the time is this all there is to life? is this what i was fucking waiting for? i feel like there is so much more fun to be had and so much more to learn. and ive gotten all this place has to give to me. i hate feeling like i wasted one of the good years, i did learn alot about myself though. this is ( Read more... )

might i just say that i love my friends, i just want to thank all of my true friends for being who they are i learn so much from all of you in the best ways! oh the conversations at starbucks and oh how i love the backhouse! and how i miss sitting in my car with christian(kitten pie) with the sunroof open smoking ciggies and looking at the stars. i ( Read more... )

so i have a countdown on my myspace counting down to the day i move . it used to make me excited but now it just scares the shit out of me . time is going by so quickly. dont get me wrong i cant fucking wait to get out of this place i am just scared about what i am going to. to you.you are waiting for me there and i dont know if i want to go back ( Read more... )

things are so weird i cant wait to get out of this town and home to you! i am so glad we had this time apart...... distance makes the heart grow fonder that had never been more true! im glad things are working out but how long can it last ? as for you, you need to get the fuck back to your own house.....way to make things awkward asshole! you ( Read more... )

i hate boysssss! fuck boys! i gave you my fucking everything and for what for fucking nothing! you for you to say i dont know? i dont know if i love you . i dont know if i want to be with you. thats bull shit your just using cop outs i want to know what your really thinking. i cant love you if you wont let me!i dont even know where all this is ( Read more... )