i always put myself in the worst situations.
it's not worth it...
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i decided i'm going to start writing in my LJ more often... but maybe that's only because i'm in study and i'm efing bored as shit... not sure, but we'll see ( Read more... )

i don't want to graduate ( Read more... )

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i don't really like writing in my live journal because i feel like an asshole after i finish an entry, but i'm in school, in the library, with a whole 40 minutes and nothing to do and tons and tons of shit running through my insane mind. so i figured whatever, it won't kill me ( Read more... )

and he has the nerve to ask me why i don't like him or his girlfriend ( Read more... )

today was a really nice day. i was actually completely happy all day, i wasn't angry or sad once. that hasn't happened in a really long time. i wrote letters to people that mean a lot to me, people that meant a lot to me, people that broke my heart, and people that still have my heart today. i read them over and it made me feel a lot better ( Read more... )

i realized today that i've grown up a lot. i could ruin a life so bad right now and it would probably make me extremely happy. normally, i'd jump right on it and do it. but i'm holding myself back and letting things happen. i'm pretty proud of myself. consider yourself lucky, scumbag.

last night, i hung out with a few friends that i haven't really seen in a long time. it made me realize that no matter how much we all want it, we will never be as close as we were last summer. a summer i will never forget. i sat on megans bed and just watched and thought about things, i've come to the realization that they have all taught me ( Read more... )

Kissing ( Read more... )