i LOVE spring rain. but here.....i hate it because its more like.....im going to sting you in the face rain? i dont know. its just crap rain that comes in from the side and it blows in your face because its really windy and makes you cold, and wet ( Read more... )

i feel really tired and i have so much to do! i seriously will have NO social life this week what-so-ever. i have......hmmmmm lets see......about 160 pages of psychology textbook to read and i plan on finishing it in the next few days so that i can just study, study, study wednesday and thursday for my exam on friday. whatever. WHY AM I WRITING ( Read more... )

And suppose I never met you
Suppose we never fell in love
Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft
Suppose I never ever saw you
Suppose we never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall
Just to break my fall
Just to break my fall
Break my fall
Break my fall

working out and eating healthy are a PAIN IN THE ASS.

omg. i just ate lunch and i am still SO HUNGRY. but i have to lose 40-50 pounds.....i went to the doctor over break and my weight is becoming an extreme problem and i guess if i keep at the rate im going i will end up weighing 200 pounds or more which im NOT about to let happen. because im not supposed to weigh anything close to that for my height ( Read more... )

um.....i haven't done anything productive today. i have 2 exams and a paper due this week. what is WRONG with me. tomorrow. tomorrow i will do ALL of it.

the weather this week has been WONDERFUL. it is putting me in a really good mood and just making me happy. i spent so much time outside today and i loved it. i hate sitting inside all day, so it was a nice change. im still really sad about a few things but....who knows what will happen with that. i dont know. im trying not to think about it. BUT ( Read more... )

i love going home. i feel like it clears out my head and i can think straight for the first time in weeks. im surrounded by so much negativity here and it makes me a negative person. then i go home and realize that everything that has happened is so pointless. it was the most ridiculous thing ever and i feel bad about it, but i dont know what to do ( Read more... )

shut up.

I can only give you love that lasts forever ( Read more... )