apologizing to people is such a fucking waste of time.

gahhhhhh today was such a boring day. i read 100 pages of the odyssey.....which like never happens cuz i dont read and i only HAD to read 50. but i dont know. i was bored and its actually pretty good ( Read more... )

i forgot to mention in my last entry that the night before last, someone was smoking in their room at THREE IN THE MORNING and we all had to go outside because it set the fire alarms off. my roommate, azra, was dreaming that she was stealing tons of hot dogs and throwing them in the lake so when the alarm went off she thought the police caught her ( Read more... )

so im back at school. i was really sad leaving this morning and then my mom started nagging me about so many things that i didnt care so much anymore. our room looks a little brighter with these cute new rugs i put in here and its clean (for now at least ( Read more... )

"Random acts of kindness flow ( Read more... )

this was probably the worst christmas i have had in a long time. i was very greatful for all my gifts, and it wasn't like i had an awful time with family. it was the simple fact that it seemed very un-christmas-y. i really, really liked christmas eve. that was very nice. but its like...christmas day was so weird. my family got up around 11 and ( Read more... )

I can finally use my digital camera! I have been so sad because I lost the stupid cord that came with it and NO ONE SELLS IT ANYWHERE but I got this flashdrive type thing that you put your memory card in and just plug it into your computer. That makes me very happy because it's such a nice camera and it made me so sad that I could never use it ( Read more... )

i hate feeling like i can't be who i am in my own home. i hate the fact that no one accepts me and i try so hard but i just get looks and hurtful comments from them. why won't they just stop it? why can't they accept me and just STOP IT. im sorry i got a fucking c in art. i tried my hardest and im sorry that im not good enough for you, or that my ( Read more... )

it is so wonderful to know that i have just completed my first semester of college. all of my exams are done. i am beyond excited about being home for an entire month. i miss reality. this is not reality. this is a bubble of college. i miss everything about home. i cant wait.

i will be so happy when tomorrow is over. i will be so happy when it is thursday and i am going home. i am really happy because now i am rooming with my friend melanie, because mackenzie might be leaving and i LOVE melanie so it all works out ( Read more... )