FINALLY. I found my anthem for the past 3 months of my life. It doesnt apply anymore...but it fits the old self.

"Over"

I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like I won't build em up again
So here your last change for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end
And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a ( Read more... )

the ghost of you ( Read more... )

Slowly the pen touches paper in the guidance of the words that you write.
Memories roll in; of the things you once did
and who you had shared them with. Is somebody thinking of you?
Did I bother telling you this, with the words that cross teeth and jump lips?
A poor choice of words, in wanting to tell you anything.
But words don't come with ease. They' ( Read more... )

As I sit by myself ( Read more... )

got your letter and the poetry you sent me ( Read more... )

The ride's over, did you enjoy yourself?
The ride's over, fairing well?!
The ride's over, did you enjoy yourself?
The ride's over, fairing well?!
Not on my time

It isn't fair to mention, but it awes the crowd
Your fictional, plastic alibi
So take another hit, steal another line
Did you ever meet a leech who was good at goodbyes?

When you were down i always ( Read more... )

Hey everybody...oh right. No one reads this. lol. Ok. Good song. Read? Listen? Yeah?

Are we all victims of opportunity?
Locked outside the door back in '83.
I heard the angry voice of the man inside,
And saw the look of fear in my mother's eyes.
GO. GO. GO. GO.
I don't wanna know.
I don't wanna know.

"Mom get in the car and let's drive away."
She said ( Read more... )

Now men with purple hearts, carry silver guns.
And they will kill a man for what his father has done.
But what my father did,
You know it don't mean shit.
I'm not him.

Oh, somewhere deep inside of these bones
An emptiness began to grow
There's something out there, far from my home-
A longing that I've never known.
Oh, there's an empty place in my bones
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Dont fake romance because you want her to want you
Or to believe that you can think of no one else but her.
She'll cry to me cuz you fell through.
I'm the one she'll fall into.
You're the reason she says she's a waste
Of breath. Of space. Of time.
And there's nothing that I can do
Until she listens to me
'Til you're out of view.
And while she could never ( Read more... )

You turn on a spindle. You are so much looser now but you're not explaining how you gained
such new repose. I touch the clasp of your locket, with its picture held, some secret you wouldn't
tell but let it choke your neck.

So we imagine a darkness where all shapes divide, solids changing into light, with a burst of heat so bright. Well fine, don't ( Read more... )