So... Kryst says "I ruin reputations and lives... ash seems to ahve forgotten that and so has sam..." Fuck that. So basically.. if she tries talking to anyone of my friends about me.. she's a liar. otherwise i really don't care. I'm sick of her. REALLY sick of her. I hate seeing her face. I hate knowing she's alive. Sop from here on out. She doesn' ( Read more... )

i'm crying like a baby... like REALLY ridiculously hard cause i've got cramps and i'm depressed for no apparent reason. then when dominic left i started crying even harder.. i'm like a big PMS mess right now.

i just woke uo like 20 min ago.. and people are already annoyed with me. So. today i'm just gonna be quiet and not get in anybody's way so it doesn't turn out like sunday.

Today is Ashley's birthday! yay! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY! but there is a person that I REALLY REALLY WANT TO PUNCH IN THE FACE.. that would be kryst.. she went to Ash's house today to collect all of her things.. on ash's birthday. That is SO rude and SO selfish and inconsiderate.. the sight of kryst pisses me off.. actually it just makes me want to ( Read more... )

So.. I need to write about my feelings. I need to get every single one out ( Read more... )

right so today.. iw as in first hour and i was thinking "I really dont want to be here.." so I was thinking about just walking out and going to my car to leave.. after class ofcourse. but then I realized i dont have enough/ any guts to ditch school.so i stayed. pity.

i'll just cut the pain away bitches.

i don't want to wake up again ( Read more... )

I've just gone off the deepend. All I can think about is killing myself.. and i can't stop crying. like.. my nose is running bad and my cheeks are soaked.. and I'm trying to numb it but i can't. and.. i just can't seal with anything. I jsut.. need someone so bad.

OMFUCKINGG~!!!! god. I am SO upset. Like I keep crying. And no one will help me! I'm like really fucking sad and I feel like I mean nothing.. like one. haven't tlaked to dominic in a couple days but I can't tell if he even cares.. doesn't seem like he does. I don't fit in with my family.. nel and nate are like the center of attention. Like my mom ( Read more... )