Listening to this song really brings back memories of the summer. Thats why I totally dedicate this song to my best friend,Rachel. If it wasn't for her, the Summer wouldn't have been the same nor would it have been fun.
I can't wait till Summer '05!

x0

P.S. I'm SINGLE!

Today was a very eventful day! I hung out with my bebeh,Rachel. I had alot of fun! We smoke cigarettes,talked about past memories and what not ( Read more... )

I can finally say that I'm happy. Barry asked me out. I've been waiting for a month. At first, I pretty much gave up on all guys because of my previous relationship with Derek. But when I met Barry I wanted to date again. He honestly makes me so happy. I've never felt this way in a long time. And I know he's been feeling lonely and upset, I hope I ( Read more... )

Yeah, well today was really boring. OF COURSE, it had to fucking rain. Stupid me didn't put up my umbrella therefore my hair was a mess all day. Yah know what, I don't even care. I have to take my school pictures over again. blah . My god, this fucking kid in my class is unbeleivably beautiful. I so heart his fucking hair. He needs to come over and ( Read more... )

Um, I don't have anything to say.

So COMMENT PEOPLE!!

I was reading over my past live journal entries, and its about Derek. God, I miss him so much. I'd do anything to have him..just to see him one more time.

I miss you so much.

:(
I could have kept the relationship going, but no. I fucked it up

Don't you love when you give your heart out, and it gets stomped on? I DO! Fuck it. I talked to my old friend,Dave today. I am so happy to talk to him.

Br,it's cold

Okay. I've had one person on my mind this whole weekend. I think i've fallen in love. I can't help the way I feel and I want to let him know that he shouldn't feel shy. I knew this would happen.
It's a great feeling.

I want you.
and i'm sure you know who you are

Wow.Getting to know Barry more and more has been great. I have such strong feelings for him. He's anything I could ask for a guy. I don't want to jinx anything. So,i'm going to shut my mouth ;)

Yipee!

Not only has my depression gotten 10x worse, I'm getting sick over it.

I want this all to end.

Take Me Away Please!!