the show last night was quite amazing. actually wait no it wasn't. throwdown was amazing. the rest of the show kinda just happened. underminded was pretty good. bleeding through was alright too. it really was amazing amazing amazing though. i LOOOVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEE throwdown. hanging out with mikie and erica was fun too. i love those kids. i beat ( Read more... )

had a pretty good day today. hung out with mikie finally thank god. that was sweet. saw alex for like 3 seconds she was mean. so we hung out with dana and katie. they were nice. saw krystle and ariel for like -3 seconds that was cool too lol. went ice skating with amanda justine and justin. that was super sweet. had lots of fun. now i'm home and i' ( Read more... )

hung out with jen amber and whitney last night that was pretty fun i guess. we went to in n out jon was there with his crew they're nice boys i like them. that was pretty much my night. i'm still really hyper i dunno what's up. i've been feeling pretty good lately. hopefully ice skating with amanda goes down tonight after the horrid let down last ( Read more... )

love is one sided atleast that is how i see it anymore. i do not feel love back from anybody. i do not trust a single person anymore because nobody trusts me. i will still be the extremely honest kid i have always been. i really fucking hate lots of people anymore. i hate people thinking they can keep secrets from me. i really hate people and there ( Read more... )

i went to church today

the anniversary of the birth of my one and only lord and savior was ok. i just sat around being an asshole like always. it was boring i hate being with my family. i spent most of my night at erica's house though. that part was quite enjoyable. if anyone wants to hang out today, give me a holla i should be pretty bored.

tomorrow is christmas. haha stupidest holiday of the year. lets all save our money all year so that we can give eachother stupid gifts in honor of some fairy tale that doesn't make sense. oh well merry christmas i guess. i love how depressing this holiday always is. maybe i'll get sick and die. that would be a good present. good night all. kill ( Read more... )

wow i fucking love my life

JENNIFER FUCK YOU!

today i met my new best friend. he has the exact same name and looks quite familiar. he walks the same way and never makes sense which makes sense to me. he has trust issues but never issues trusting other people only getting trust back. he seems to loose it in strange places like forgotten promises and silly lies to make others feel better. today ( Read more... )

boyfriend
bestfriend
love interest

i'm slowly becoming nothing to anyone
i guess atleast i still have mikie and franky
hopefully i can keep that
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