she could have been a star, my mother. she had the voice of a lark. when her fingers danced across the piano keys, there was magic. when she strummed the guitar, with each string her fingertips tapped, she gave out a piece of her soul. when she spoke, the first fragment of sound commanded the attention of an entire room. she danced around like ( Read more... )

I'm finally updating with a new song i wrote ( Read more... )

Today i was told that life is hard but good. this someone is a teacher at BOCES i never liked. big surprise. she likes me. wants to work with me outside of BOCES. says we have a lot in common. Nancy thinks I'm talented. is this good or bad? I was also told by another BOCES teacher that i couldn't hide behind my smile forever. that made me go wow. ( Read more... )

i need new jeans. but i have a problem. two problems actually. #1. i have no money. i would love money, but don't want a job as anything but a waitress, bartender, exotic dancer, or the next britney spears. #2. i am now on weight watchers and have joined a gym. if i buy jeans now, when i lose weight, those new jeans i spent all that money on ( Read more... )

So, it's been like, 10 years since i updated this thing. having too much fun with myspace. not much going on. just wanted to support leanne in this whole flesh-eating dolpins thing. i get weak in the knees when i think about those nasty creatures swallowing her whole. gee wiz, it's all b/c she has dreams and stuff too. but those dolphins are ( Read more... )

It never ends does it? The stress n such. No never. Ever. SATs tomorrow.., It's now possible to fail those, because of me. Mad props to Pat for helpin' me study...except, as per youge, I fell asleep on him. So much BOCES stuff. So much Sondheim. Horrible performance tonight at BOCES. I think we make Abbey want to rip her hair out, being ( Read more... )

Okay so today was the unveiling of my grandma's grave. Woo. Me and Pat arrived there a lil bit late. Kinda wierd. But i was kinda flipping out after he came to get me and a lil in the car, so maybe it was better to arrive late in a sane state, than on time in a completely imbalanced state. IDK. So yea unvailing happened cried oy. Then we al ( Read more... )

Wow. I did something kinda hard for me this morning, but it was a good release. I finally went to my mom's grave for the first time since the unveiling about 3 years ago. It was something i always avoided when my dad asked me to go, but something i really finally needed to do because i don't really know why but i did so here we are. Pat went ( Read more... )

ok so the city was awesome! like seriously, hadn't had that much fun in a while. We went and walked around beautiful central park for a while, saw people racing on lawn mowers and heard some of the worst trumpet playing i've ever heard in my life, then went to the zoo and saw tons of really wierd monkeys, including the fighting ones and the ( Read more... )

ok so drews halloween party was...AMAZING!!! just so much fun with all the funky costumes and julie won a pineapple for hers and the dancin up in club andrew. Man i havn't heard some of those songs in FOREVER!!! it was completely and totally great! oh...i also spent half the night handcuffed to babs...oy...and i still never got my sword back from ( Read more... )